Day 9

I don't like to blog if I'm feeling down. I've been trying so hard all weekend not to feel sorry for myself but today I almost gave in. I guess because I had somewhere new that I had to be and the whole routine of trying to get ready with no hot water, no heat, no dryer just got a little overwhelming. But then I thought back to something I watched over the weekend - 'The Nostradamus Effect.' The Nostradamus Effect is a very good series about how sorts of political things and rulers down through history could have been 'the Anti-Christ' and how Biblical prophecy may have been fulfilled through them. All of this leading up to 2012 or better yet, The 'End' of the world. I recalled on one part the narrator was talking about the aftermath of 2012 and how to prepare for it. He said it would be like going back in time 100 years or so when we had no electricity, now indoor plumbing, etc. It made me think that I was preparing for it now, and possibly that's why things seem to be so trying for me. Maybe I should just go ahead and keep living this way and not worry about getting things back to normal. Maybe this is my 'normal'.  I might as well take the next step and start stock piling canned goods and bottled water. I should look for  somewhere isolated and high above sea level to make my new home.